Talking to Myself

Chicago

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:04:29 -0500

Fall Out Boy was amazing live. Chicago was beautiful as ever. Experiencing public transit was… fascinating. But the highlight of my weekend was definitely…

Seeing my little bird and getting the full tour of Crystal Lake and Woodstock, IL. Mini Golf and walking where Bill Murray walked in Groundhog day was way more fun than it should’ve been. Then making dinner together and falling asleep halfway through The Hobbit. Glad I could refill my cuddle meter at least a little bit. It was running a little low. Too bad I’ll be running on fumes for another 3-4 weeks.

crying myself to sleep is a no go.

Sun, 12 May 2013 03:13:36 -0500

turns out dr peppz has too much caffiene for that

brb

Sun, 12 May 2013 02:55:17 -0500

gonna go cry myself to sleep and wake up with a hangov3.

Goddamnit

Sun, 12 May 2013 02:49:17 -0500

I’m crying all over the place. I don’t want Alayne to leave. Fucking drunk Luke. He’s all over the place.

I'm with my friends

Sun, 12 May 2013 01:06:15 -0500

cursse you tumblr for being such a beautiful temptress.

MMMMM

Sat, 11 May 2013 22:35:19 -0500

Crown Royal and Dr. Pepper.

Half and half because I’m a champion.

Everyone is so excited that school is almost out and it'll be summer

Thu, 02 May 2013 17:09:50 -0500

but all summer means to me is friends graduating and potentially leaving my life forever. As well as 40 hour work weeks in the hot sun and a near total lack of physical intimacy: ex. cuddles and kissing. Plus 100 degree weather. screw 100 degree weather. screw summer.

I hate how much I love being drunk.

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 11:05:34 -0500

I hate how much I hate being drunk.

The ultimate testament to my laziness

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:09:18 -0500

rather than take off my headphones to untie a knot in them, i put my entire body through the loop and fixed it without pausing my youtube video.

The Problem With The Big Bang Theory...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 15:29:24 -0500

butmyopinionisright:

I’ve been meaning to post something about The Big Bang Theory for a while now but it’s taken me ‘till now to really understand what it is about the show that makes me uncomfortable. I’m not exactly a believer in the whole “only write about the things you like, don’t trash the things you don’t” trend which seems to be plaguing comments sections in negative articles lately, but I wanted to be able to really examine why I don’t like TBBT rather than just slagging it off. My main questions being - Why don’t I like this anymore? Why do I feel uncomfortable watching it? And why do I get so annoyed when I see people sing its praises online? The thing which really sparked this post was seeing a raft of comments on Facebook, below the last round of voting in Television Without Pity’s Tubey Awards, claiming The Big Bang Theory to be “the best comedy on TV”. This made me angry so instead of posting an impulsive comment calling out their bad taste which I’d probably regret later, I decided to really analyse why seeing comments like that made me so mad when previously, although I didn’t really love the show, I’d never considered myself as disliking The Big Bang Theory.

Hell, I even have season one on dvd, it’s sitting right between Battlestar Galactica and Bored To Death in my alphabetised collection.

And here, I think, is where my problem with The Big Bang Theory lies…

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Spot on. I couldn’t have said it better myself.

Walking back to me room

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 00:03:37 -0500

happy as a drunken jay bird, getting off the high of a lovely good night kiss.

The wind wipes around me on a mostly clear, 38 degree night. It’s funny how something so small can trigger things in your mind. It’s funny how the slightest breeze can hit your skin just right. It’s been 10 months. 10 months since I took that ring off and it takes one instant for the wind to hit my finger and remind me that it’s gone. Like a ghost, like a spectre reminding me of past foolishness and childishness. The wind blew across my finger like the tide coming in to wash away an old sandcastle. Left with only memories and the idea that maybe the next castle should be built further up the beach.

It’s been 10 months since I took off that ring and I still feel it. It no longer restricts my skin and the tan lines have long faded, the skin underneath has long healed from its near-scar-like complexion, but it’s still there. One day I’ll get another ring. I’ll look back and remember that first one that meant so much to me, I learned a lot from it, but for now I’m in between.

Thanks for reading. It’s probably the first meaningful thing or something that resembled a journal entry I’ve put on here in a long while. Only a few days until my 21st birthday. The world will finally find out what I’m like drunk. I’ve managed to avoid it for this long. Goodnight all.

“Truth be told I’m unlikely to hold you downCause my soul...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 22:03:18 -0500

“Truth be told I’m unlikely to hold you down
Cause my soul is a crowded subway train
And people keep deciding to get on the next one that rolls through town”

Heading back real early tomorrow

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 22:38:53 -0500

so that I can surprise Alayne by leaving flowers in her room for when she gets back. It’s good to have people owe you favors.

Well well well...

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 01:35:25 -0500

looks like this guy finally grew up and got himself a credit card.

They say that love is forever

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 01:44:51 -0500

I may be the first guy in human history

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 13:54:33 -0500

to have a cuddle dream instead of a sex dream. Seriously. That was a good cuddle.

d’aawwwww

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:42:47 -0600

d’aawwwww

Video

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 16:34:14 -0600

I did one of those facial analysis things

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 11:42:23 -0600

to analyze one of my picture and rate how attractive I am based on facial geometry.

This champion got an 8.02/10

My only flaws?

My nose is too wide (surprise surprise)

And my eyes are too small for how far apart they are (noses fault yet again)

So that makes 4 compliments on my appearance in 24 hours. One from my stalker, one from my… “lady-friend”, one for my best friend’s boyfriend…, and one from a computer. I feel pretty good about myself.

I fear I may be addicted to the feeling of ambivalence

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 20:02:48 -0600